How many times...

How many times have I let my heart slip away. How many ways have I distanced myself from you. But then when I am low and have no bread I come ashamedly back and your arms are always open to receive me. Lord, you are my King. Lord, you are my redeemer. Lord, you are my best friend. My distracted heart will be reigned in and once more I will abide in You.

Having a Hard Day!

I was making a cake for Louis so I let Josiah lick the spoon. He was having fun until I took out the camera and would not let him have it. Melt down ensued. Poor baby is sick so it is to be expected sometimes.

23 Weeks

What a gift!

As I look back over the many photos and videos of our last 16 months I just stare in awe at the wonder of God's creation in my precious son Josiah. From the time he was born and barely moving around till now, when he seems so grown up to me some days, I just bask in the wonders of being a mother and getting to sit by and watch him grow up and experience like. I never dread the day ahead because I know I have a partner with me. He is my pal. I love him so much I can barely keep myself from waking him up in the middle of the night to hug him. As we enjoy these last few months together just him and I (oh, Louis is there somewhere. Just kidding... he is still my main man) I hope to treasure each moment and not get too preoccupied with our upcoming baby Aaron. Josiah is a treasure to me. A jewel in my crown. I would lay down my life for him and pray whole heartily that his salvation in Christ would come quickly. Thank you Lord for letting me be a mother. What a gift!